Little Miss Angeldoll’s Blog

it was smt tt almost din happen.. well.. cos of the night before, we met up with jir and stayed out till pretty late . anyways, i woke up at 11.30pm and called him up and he kinda came immediately. but i only met him at about 2pm.

cos of public transport.

and yesh, we know that he dun like public transport.

so he complains.

about public transport.

and his mother… cos she cleared his rm for him and threw away all our movie ticket stubs.  and his father cos he wun let him have the car. and his brother cos he wun lend him his sandals.

and i was okaaaaaaaay…. better not aggitate him further.. hahaha cos i was kinda kp-ing at the time.. so late le.. picnic also kind pointless. but we carried on plans anyways. bought food. bought loads of food back to my place. by then it stopped raining le. prepared the egg mayo sandwitches (they were so delicious!!) then we took a cab down to harbour front. oh yupz.. he met sister who din seem to like him very much.

so at harbour front, we noticed that the cable cars were working again!! hahaa so yesh yesh.. we bought dinner at pasta cafe and took a cable car in. so exciting. not that i’ve nv sat in one before arh.. juz that it’s really very cool to see stuff fm so high. and we wanted to take pictures. and guess wat!! the cam’s low batt. how clever.

anyways, we were joined by tourists and their guide who were giving a commentry about the national preview happening tt evening. very informative. haha.. we went to tanjong beach and ate dinner and caught the sunrise.

boy, was that beautiful. the way the clouds slowly change colours, the way the sun slowly hid behind the clouds, the way we were collecting memories, simply wonderful.

we wanted to take the cable car back but kinda miss it by mintues. so we took a  bus out instead. then went to his place and said hi to his parents. and the dog. so while i was stroking the dog, his father was there saying stuff like "wahh… the dog so smelly u still go touch!!" but benji kept following me ma.. then his father was "it wans her to pat its head la.." so i sayang the dog lor… then they were like go wash hands go wash hands.. =)

hahahahahaa… so maybe they dun dislike me afterall.

lalalalalalala………..

aint it irritating when pple juz come and kop ur nicks? ok.. maybe u wun know cos pple in ur msn contacts have enough creativity in them to think of their own nick instead of leeching urs off.  anyways, yet another person has leeched my nick. then again, this person always leeches my nicks. get a life la………

i mean, if my nick was refering to u, or if u are someone close still not that bad lei.. but this guy has totally no relations to me nor my nick and he’s stealing it like nobody’s business. i know i’m super creative, but dun need till like tt rite… guess i would have to patent my nicks from now le…

anyways, juz got home nt too long ago fm dinner with mummy.. finally went to the doc for the dry cough. but the doc says i’m fine! haha..

met daniel juz now too.. boy he looks so diff! hahaa then his frens saw us talking to each other and they were like "orhhhh…." hahaha.. so amusing.. saw ah fa too but he din stop to chat.. the cutest thing were that all his sheep were looking and laughing and there was this funny person who brought a plant in. hahahaa.. ah yes! saw jervis punjan too… wahhhhhhhhh…. today really is meet alot of pple..

daniel told me about adam’s birthday party on the 8th aug. adam!!! if u are reading this (which i seriously doubt so) HOW COME U NV INVITE ME HAR!!!!!!!! HOW COME NEED DANIEL TO TELL ME B4 I KNOW U GOT A PARTY HAR!!!!

and yesh.. need to go upload the pics tt we took yest with my low batt cam -.-" and update stuff for the past week. loads of birthdays coming up too.. have to do a wee bit of shopping. in the meanwhile, guess i would have to go take medication.. =)

thanks to joel, i have juz spent $3.60 to download a meego. haahhaa.. mine is sooooooooooo cute!!!!!!!!! and it has a pet gif named spotty. hahaha i think joel’s has a penguin or was it a monkey. cant rem. anyways, mine is by far cuter than his. lalalala…

only thing is i dunno how to kop the pic out from the msn and post it here..

but its ok! msg me in msn! then u can see my totally gorgrous meego and spotty!! it’s only for 90 days from today onwards though… lalalalala…. so cool…

yup yup yup! graduating tml! or rather later.. hahaha… so cool.. 3 yrs have passed juz like *snaps fingers* that. hahaha… guess tml would be the last time i’m going back there and hee hee…. joel’s coming with me! cos he said tt he wanna see me grad… sho sweeeeeeeet…..

i like sch. i really do. partly it’s cos i met wonderful (irritating at times though) pple like jem and bee. the other part is cos there was where i met joel. so yesh. sch’s great. and he was saying tt we can go back to fc 6 to eat the yong tao foo and i would juz rem the time when he was having his lunch and i crased in on his table and shove my cam in his face and forced him to view the pics that i took of well….. leaves and mushrooms. and i rem tt he was super not interested in wat i have to say and couldn;t be bothered to look at the beautifully taken pics with the awesome lighting and perfect focus.

he has this look that quite plainly says "oy. i’m hacing my lunch. pls get lost." but noooooooo… i continued rambling on. cos it took me loads of courage to go over to his table to talk to him.. hahaha…. =) and that was where he used his chopsticks and poked his mushroom and asked me to take a pic of tt.. like haha. very funny  -.-""""""""

ANYWAYS, tt’s not the point. the point is i’m graduating. and yesh… hahahaha work was boring.. i overhead leka kp-ing to someone else today about 2 girls whose kpi was 48 for a 6 hour shift. then they kp say their aux time very high. wah…… stress… then i rem tt i only got 41 for my 6 hour shift… but only cos i got freaking pple who call and refuse to hang up.  none of my business…

ohh.. there was this auntie who called in and kp and nag and blabbered on about some coverage stuff… till i fell asleep. yes i did!!! and when  woke up, she was still at it.. *clap clap* and she was like bu yong jing la.. bye… so i was like ok.. bye!!! hang up. wahahahaha… genius at work. *bow*

then went home with vinci.. and did my facial.. realised tt i still din call jiao lian.. he’s so gonna not be happy with me… hahaha.. anywyas, the facial was great lor… lala.. my skin feels so soft now! and i am going back tml morning to do mi nails.. cos i lazy to do it myself and someone happily misplace my polish.. hor??? hehehehe…

still havent decided wat to wear tml.. guess i still have time!! hahahhaaha feeling kinda hungry now.. but then again it’s juz another 10 hours till me seeing joel again. (yippee) then we can have breakfast and go sch.

how i miss him so.

**anyways, today i was showing off the watch i got for him to nick and his reaction was (grasps) so beautiful!!!!!!!!!!!!! wahahaha… and he said tt joel is lucky to have me as a gf! lalala… OoooOOooo…..joel is soooooooo lucky! **

cher’s famous for her STM. and it’s working overtime again.. hahaha seee la… so long nv blog = badly updated entries

oh well……. *sleepish smile*

10/07/05 (sunday)

this was when he got his new super cool SE k750i w/o daddy!! hahaha beautiful phone.. extremely gd functions and yeahh, it looks gd on him too! haha fits image.. bought it at hello orchard instead of the fair and forgo the $60 voc. well… we kinda lazy to wait arh.. then he also have got to book in. took a train to pasris ris and i saw shifa! haha he’s looks different.. like more confident.. tt’s good.. =)

15/07/05 (fri)

oh.. we finally caught initial D. haha.. show was ovbiously low budgeted. but as he say, it’s for the action, not the plot. but still, it’s the same stun, same place, same car. so after a while *yawn* and yesh, jay chou cant act for penunts. anyways, i called my personal CSO at singtel for tix booking. cool eh!!! so pple, if free free can call 1626 to look for nick. he will gladly be of assistance. =) helpful, lovable guy! =)

21/07/05 (wednesday)

had dinner with jem and bee. one of the most enjoyable ones. if not happily ruined by you-know-who dragging bee off again. *sigh* oh… i finally bought his mother the cd tt she wanted.. haha.. had a wonderfully filling dinner at nydc (heeren) and went shopping supposingly for von’s birthday.. but as usual, we ended up shopping for ourseleves. shame on u both! anyways.. we are so dead.. the chalet’s tml and we still havent got a gift… cham..

14/07/05 (thurs)

we went roller blading! haha.. totally fun lor!! and guess wat! i din fell as well.. think i might have caused him to lose his balance loads of times cos i cant seem to balance myself properly. and it’s really cool. i like the speed and the feeling of having wind in my hair. cooooooool!!!!!! then after tt, we went to eat sushi and got drenched to the bone in the process. and i meant DRENCHED. think can even squeeze water from my hair.. hahaha.. kinda slacked the whole day away after tt having tea and walk walking ard… =)

oh.. jem said he has a blog le.. go check it out! stargaxe.blogger.com

sry for the long updates.. juz tt been kinda busy with some stuff to get over.. so yeah… today wasn’t really perfect either. work was kinda busy i kinda got 94 calls. muz be a record. =) but thankfully they are ok.. nothing major for today. no call backs either.

then tuition was kinda hopeless. sometimes i dunno wat they thinking arh.. simple question also cannot do properly.. anyways, their mother signed up for CDAC, so i can kinda slowly slowly withdraw fm the scene le.. anyways, today at work, i recieved a sms fm bernard. how surprising. he kinda msged me last night too, with those forwarded msgs. but today was "are u avoiding me?" hah.. din know he will end up asking such questions to pple. but then again, why do i care?

on the way out fm tuition today, this freak of a guy kinda brushed into me and he was telling me smt. being the retard i was, i looked at him and went huh? and then he turned ard and follow me. scared the living daylights out of me. and i felt so violated when he brushed against me. like totally urghhhhhhhhh…

so i attempted to contact joel. but i din manage to. i dun blame him. he’s busy too. he’s got responsibilities and work to do. afterall, he did call me like 20mins later. and i told him wat happened. the thing is, he was more concerned about him not calling me than how i was feeling. and yeahh i kinda felt tt i’m not that important afterall. cos he din even ask how i was. and i was…. disappointed.

he met me after tuition though.. popped up at sembawang and drove me home. and we had thoughts and talks about this. and yesh, i still mantain my stand. if u are ever unhappy, juz tell me. anyways, for the first time tt i can ever remember, he left me alone by myself. in the car. alone. my guess is tt he went out for a smoke. which leads me to conclude tt he’s stressed. and it’s definately me being the cause. oh well…. i dunno..

he walked me up the stairs and while he was bading me gdbye, mummy came up the stairs and saw us. and he hasn’t called till now.. i wonder wat happened.

since i last updated… yes!! i know!! juz been busy.. and kinda tired with everything tt has been happening..

work is still managable some shitty days have gone past for sure.. cant wait to leave.. but there’s still the okok ones as well which makes it not that bad. at least it gives me smt to do on the days he’s in camp.

lets see… today is monday.. so i would have to slowly backtrack..

today

nothing much. was suppsoed to have tuition but it was canceled last min so i went home and have dinner with mother. she called adn told me tt she lost her wallet. made me panicked for tt slight moment then she told me tt she left it at home. so yeahhh.. work was pretty ok ‘cept for tt freak who called and kp about the CNID svc. freaking idiot. have to call him back tml.. totally not looking forward to it. anyways, today dear went for his field camp le.. so no more long conversations at night. no more long conversations during lunch. no more morning army radio entertainment. but its ok.. it’s only till fri afternoon…

sat

today was harry potter day!! super excited.. he din went home at all last night..  was waiting downstairs for me cos i told him tt the book is going to be launched at 7am.. and it was like 4+ when he brought me home (oops! i forgot to thank him again) yeah… so he waited.. and we drove to milenia walk to grab my copy fm moonfish. ok arh.. we had wanted to have breakfast there but the free breakfast they were providing was super pathethic tt we decided to skip it and head back to his home instead to return daddy’s car. oh yeah!! he was complaining tt my skirt was short. anyways, when we reached his place, he kinda dragged me up to his place even though i clearly expressed that NO i’m not going there cos his parents are at home and if he thinks tt my skirt is short they would most probally think the same way too. and no, i’m not gonna let them have a first bad impression of me! but noooooo, he happily dragged me up and opened the door and his mother came and see who it was and yeahh… i couldn’t leave. thanks ar darling. 

so while he got ready, i read my book. damn nice!! but yeahh.. it’s thinner than the previous book. and then how ming asked me to go give him a makeover! whahaha… so flattering.. =) yesh.. so we went to town again for lunch at ps and booked tix for batman at gv grand. then he recieved a msg fm his mother asking if we are having dinner with them. so i was like no! we are not having dinner with them dressed like tt. but since it was a fmaily dinner.. wun be nice w/o him and he wun go if i dun go… so yeahh… we went. and yeah.. i told him tt i wanna get a new set of clothes to change into.

so we went shopping. and tt took the rest of the day. finally i settled on a white dress from heeren. i juz hope tt i din tire him out walking the whole day. and considering the pathethic number of hours of sleep tt he has been getting.. i really pity him arh.. and yesh.. so when i changed into it, we tooka cab to east coast wher his family was supposingly playing golf. and then i wonder… what am i suppsoed to do there?

so i went and met his family. it was ok at first. his father kinda bo chap me. mother was quite ok. sister is very pretty and friendly. bro in law seem quite nice too. then his mother was very enthu about me learning golf so tt the whole family can go play golf and i was like arh??????????? and he was aslo very enthu about me learning as well.. and i was like double arhhhhhhh…………..

so after their golf prac, we had dinner nearby.. dinner was ok arh.. they kinda make small talk with me but i cant seem to feel out of place.. cos i have no idea of the things they are discussing which includes golf.. golf.. nkf.. golf.. golf.. golf.. food.. golf.. and did i mention golf?

yeahh..

then we went home. oh.. i think his parents dun really like me.. cos tt time when his father was intro-ing joel to his fren then he saw me beside him he was like "and oh.. this is my son’s girlfriend. dunno her name though" so sad.. the offhand way tt he said tt gave me the impression that he’s not interested to know too. then went to his place to pick up the phone charger and his father was "take a seat.." but he din talk to me. his mother was the one doing the talking arh.. then we left for gv grand.

met his teletubbies. ok arh.. not very cute afterall. then went for the movie which is super not interesting tt i wanted to leave halfway.. he was also very tired.. so kinda no point staying. anyways, great world is like a maze. so diff to get ard.. guess we wun be going back there anytime soon. and i definately not bug him to watch batman ever again.

and then we went home.

Disclaimer: this entry would could might does contain alot of subtle vulgarities. leave if u can.

but i know u wouldn’t. =)

the day started off fine, with him dropping me off in the wee hours of the morning. (oh.. i forogt to thank him for sending me home again.) (darling, thank you for sending me home!!) (cos i know u will read this one day… so yeahh… =p). then had a great sleep.. haha while the poor guy had to wake up super early to go to the indoor stadium for the SUPER anticipated cheer that he has to do! wow!! so interesting!!! whahahahahaha!!!!!

so i spent the day reading blogs, chatting with frens and updating my own blog! ohhh… pls go notice the linkies in the right column.. cos i spent a fair bit of time compiling that. =) then i slept a bit.. woke up at 5+ when he called me to tell me that his SUPER interesting event has ended. (awwww…. so sad… why does the SUPER interesting event have to end huh..) (okok… i shall stop it!!) and so he said that he’s going home to change b4 meeting me then we were supposed to grab the cake and meet jem and bee.

or so that was the plan.

before it got fucked up.

mother wanted to have dinner ya see… so i decided to accompany her b4 going out to meet joel. then she was there saying stuff like not nice to make people wait. shiet stuff. when i have already got everything calculated out nicely. so she was there kp-ing me, but it’s alright.. not the first time anyways. but she continued. and got me pissed. so i asked for the keys to go home. and she refused to give me the keys. so wat can i do? i juz followed her too dinner lor. insanely, she asked me not to follow her. pls use ur brain, u dun wan me to follow u, and u dun wan to give me the keys to go back. so tell me, wat do u want of me. rite? some pple, really dunno how to work their brains.

anyways, i heck care her and juz followed. and tt person juz had to sue the papers and wack me in view of public. thank you very much. so it reached a point where i cant stand it anymore and i stormed home. she purposely refuse to go home to open the fucking door. so i was locked outside. and i knew that joel would come any moment le. and i know that we are already late in meeting jem. this means that his birthday surprise would most probally already be foiled. thanks to her

and when she finally decided to come home, she decided that she’s not going to let me go out. seriously, i do not know what is her problem. in fact, i dun think she knows wat her problem is. she do not know what she wants lor. oh yeah she knows… she juz want things her way. however retarded it might sound. so she double lock the door. fine.

when i was locked outside, i was already contemplating to call the locksmith to come open the fucking door for me, so when i cant go out, i told her that its wither she open the fucking door or i am going to call a locksmith to open it for me. anyways, she took my phone lor. so i had to give his numebr to bee to ask her to call him if she needs to reach me.

anyways, she did push me and was hitting me with a fucking stick till my blog inda clog up and turned blue. only noticed the bloody thing that night in the shower after i got home. so fucked up with her. as i was saying, she finally decided to open the fucking door. and i juz left. b4 i did, she was shouting at me to come home b4 11.

so i met joel. and we rushed down to heeren in a cab. poor jem was waitng by himself for more than an hour. felt so bad. dinner was a cool affair though.. beeing with the people that do matter to me really juz makes me feel conforted. him too.. being with him really does makes me feel loved and treasured. but dun think anyone can really understand this feeling.

after dinner, we did a bit of shopping and bee and jem went home. i really din feel like going home and he understood. and i appreciate him for that. we wanted to have a slcie of cake at coffee bean but it looks packed, so we went to cathay to check out tcc instead. on the way out, as the menu wasn’t impressive, we saw that cathay has midnight movies everyday. so we went all the way up again and checked the listings. watched a lot like love was really nice and interesting. go catch it. oh.. when we were watching that, we got remainded of the time we watched madagasca. haha.. cos similarly, it was at cathay, and it was a couple seat. and so we started exchanging notes on how we felt then when he got the tix. haha so amusing. =)

i still din feel like going home after the movie, though i know i should. and he thinks the same way too.. so we took a cab to his palce, while i can slowly decide where i wanna go. in the end, i still decided to go home.

**ps: the tiramisu at the cafe @ lvl 2 in cathay is delicious! dun try their strawberry icecream though…. =)   

it’s not that i dun wanna go home or wanna stay out late all the time. juz undersatnd, i only get to see him once/twice a week. is it wrong to wan to spend more time with him? why some pple juz can’t understand that..

technically it should be celebration. no pural. but then it’s not gonna end at one yeah.. so celebrations. =)

i’m juz indecisive. live with it.

sun

went shopping with bee and jackson to get jem’s gift. we finally managed to find the radio cube thingy that me and joel saw and purchased it. then developed the photo that was meant to be in the photoframe for him and headed to paragon for his gift. kinda took an extremely long time to choose the right one for him. i mean, it’s true that i already had in mind a vague idea of wat i wanted but then again, there’s so many series. finally after eternalty, me and bee decided on a gorgeous design, and was about to make payment when she juz had to go "oh look! there’s this one too!" and i fell in love with the new design.

and we spent about 30mins choosing between the two. how clever.

guess the salesman also bth us. but he’s paid to do so. anyways, he should be glad that we are taking a long time to choose, it’s just he’s good fortune to have two beautiful ladies standing and taking interest in him. and yes, i’m refering to myself and bee.

bee even asked me to ask him for his age. poor guy. i juz hope he din get scared off by us.

so after purchasing, we hunted for a ribbon to tie it. perfectionist me wanted the exact gold as the buffalo logo on his box.. so… find find find…

on our way back, bee juz had to see a different radio and we juz had to go back into the store and demand a return of item so that we can get the other one. well.. it’s not everyday that ur best friend turns 21 ya know.. so we muz make sure that we get that sweetie the perfect gift. so we juz had to make the switch. all for dear, sweet, jeremy.

and then jackson got irritated. cos we took a freaking long time. well…….

so bee rushed off with him and i went home. dug up all my cds and filtered all the songs, and finally burnt the cd out for him. croped the pic and placed it nicely into the frame and tied it up. created the scrapbook entry, tied his gift and inserted the card and wrapped jem’s gift. and then i could go slp. =)

he called me at 2.30am.. poor baby, he muz be suffering from all the lack of sleep.

monday

went to work as usual.. met up with him during my one hour break. and he was mentioning that the only place tt he can think of where we can have food after my work is at swensens. cos that place opens 24hours. i juz kept my trap shut the whole time. not wanting to let him know i have already made plans and arrangements. not wanting to let him know what i have in store for him.

work was great after dinner. i was juz happily counting the minutes till i can see him again while he zoomed off to have dinner with his family as its his brother’s birthday. (note that it falls on the same day as grace’s and independance day!)

so the minute i can get to leave, i was like bye yan! zooooooooooooooooooooooooooom out of the office. he was already downstairs when i was there and the minute i saw him it was "how fast can u get us to esplaande?" before the place closes..

i thought we could reach there in 10mins. he took 20. it was alright. he was so clueless wat was going on.. haha when he parked the car, he asked if we were meeting someone cos i was holding the box in my hand. then he asked if we were going for a show. i juz brought him to al dente thankfully they werent closed yet. we kinda juz made it. well…. pre-arrangements kinda paid off yeah.. and it’s nice when pple are expecting you. =)

u should have seen his face. he was like uhhhhhh??! wats going on?? hahaha. and then he realised we were eating here. so after we ordered. i told him that no, we are not meeting anybody and gave him his gift.

• Dinner                            :      $96
• The gift                          :      $200
• Expression on Joel’s face  :      Priceless!

cliche yesh.. u have a problem?

he was really like arrrrrrrhhhhhhhhhhhhh can see that he clearly din expect of it. and boy was i enjoying every single moment. he was juz *speechless* am loving it.

he told me that he has nv ate at such palces b4, with good food and a nice ambience. and it was really cool. we were kinda on the roof where it overlooks on the sea. and we have a unobstructed view of one fullerton and the buildings ard it. the table and the stairs leading up to the top was lit by candles. there wern’t many pple ard. i supposed it’s because of the time. and the whoel thing was great. so is the food. we has this desert which consists of biscuts, nuts, mashmallows, strawberries, bananas, icecream and a warm pot of chocolate. and it was simmmmmmppppppply delicious!!!!!!

so after dinner, we went back to the car to dump stuff and he changed into his new wallet. *i still think it’s super cruel that a buffalo died so that u could have a new wallet!!!* hahaha… that was when i first notice tt his eyes were getting a little wattery.. and suggested we off the aircon. and then he told me it has nothing to do with the aircon. *smiles* oh.. then i gave him the cd and the photoframe and he was *smile* and i was *smile* so….. =)

i wanted to stroll along the esplanade stretch then i remembered that the lights are off after midnight, so… kinda no point… we drove down to clarke quay instead and i reminisce about the last time we came here. and how he was moving away from me. and he told me not anymore. *smiles* then again, if he think that i’m gonna leave him, he better have another thinking coming along.. cos me leave u? not gonna happen. HAHAHA.. U ARE SOOOO STUCK WITH ME! lalala…

and then we went home. cos he has to go for a super duper interesting forum where he has to be there, look interested and clap. the most important post in the whole forum yes?

but that’s not the point.

the point is that he’s happy, i’m happy and……….. *smiles*

well well well… wat do we have? hahaha….. me and him have been together for a grand total of 31 days! that makes it the first mth we are tog.. ok.. so another 2 more mths to the end of the expiry date pple have been labelling on us rite?

work today was much much better than the previous 2 days. maybe cos today is a perfect day and that nothing could go wrong! whaha.. also cos today finally get to work with nick le! hahaha (proud rite u??) it was very cool.. like we are all together in training again.. anyways, today the cue call kept flashing.. but did we care? not really la.. i juz heck care and use the phone during my after call times. anyways, nick was there commenting how comfy i was, in my slakc attire and cosy jacket, probing my barefooted legs up on cx’s chair. whaha.. (oops.. i wonder if cx reads my blog!!) (pls dun kill me….. =p) but yeahh.. i was very comfy! lalalala..

and yeah.. i’m so gonna get the tamgotchi lor.. check this out

http://www.tamagotchiconnections.com/

they are really super cute! if u are wondering wat is this thing about the tamagotchi, it all started on wed when me and joel saw this tamagotchi connection at bugis.. the one that has the infra red.. yes? then we were marvelling at the progress of the technology in toys and we were toying (pun not intended) with the idea of purchasing one. well… it was tempting yes.. but too abd they dun have the pink one. if not i confirm would have got one on the spot. so we decided to get one for him and one for myself. (or so that is my intention). he wanted to get one only and that would be our pet which if u ask me is a totally lame idea. we have a toy for a pet? like errrrrrrrr…. ok. and yesh… he has a real life dog lor..

yesterday.. was not very eventful.. work was as sucky as thurs cos of the stupid hi card case that till now i think should not have been my problem (but it’s has already been settled) then i got cases thrown back at me (which i throw to TL.. hows that for smart ass? =D).  yeahh.. then after work , i went for tuition.. long time nv see them.. their mother showed me their results.. i was that close to puking blood lor.. they kinda got like band 3s and 4s. and their form teacher could still write stuff like showing improvements in their sch work. wah lao! lie till like that! then i developed and collected our photos. and i went home.

thurs was very cool.. not at work though.. was super stressed and pissed off at work.. and he knew it.. and that sweetie rushed thru his work so that he could take nights off to come meet me. but i foiled his plans yet again (double smart ass me..) well… he was talking so loudly to his fren about going to town ma.. but i was really really very very touched that he would do things like this for me. i really never expected. it kinda shows me how much he cares for me. that night, somehow, we kinda talk about people. about other people. so i kinda ended up telling him the stuff wil used to do. he juz kept silent and told me that maybe that’s why bee would think that he does not care as much for me as wil. cos when wil does things, everybody knows. but when he does things for me, only i know. then again, he’s kinda wrong.. cos i think my readership is kinda getting higher!!!

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so i kinda can know roughly who are the pple visiting me.. cos miao juz told me that she knew tt i have a bf thru my blog cos she’s a fan of it! *blows a flying kiss* anyways, when u say the whole world knows.. who did u mean huh?

anyways, back to wat joel told me.. and i really realised its not about how much food u prepare for me, or how many poems u write for me.. the simplest things like making little sacrifices just to see me.. the very action of him trying so hard to take off just to accompany me.. is enough to touch my heart and last a lifetime. i’m not condemming on the stuff that wil did for me. i really appreciate the love and care he showered on me too. it’s juz that.. after knowing joel.. it’s juz.. the simple things that matters.. i dun care no more about recieving flowers (though i wun reject!!), dun care no more about gifts.. i juz wanna spend time with him. juz wanna be with him.

and yeah.. that was thurs. as for wed, it was cool.. cos after he was pleading for an off day cos he knew i was off. =) met him at yishun cos when he woke me, he was alrady on the boat.. so i couldnt meet him at pasir ris.. but its ok.. we had lunch at LJS and went to town to shop for jem’s gift. it was more of a shopping trip for ourselves arh! bought papers for the scrapbook, took a neoprint, looked at clothes and accessories.. blah blah..  so when we met bee and jackson at 7, we din managed to get jem a gift. ohhhhhhh… we were so tempted to buy tamagotchis lor!! so cute.. then we went to alot of places to find a pink one but couldn’t.. *pouts*

dinner was cool.. had thai food at centerpoint..while waiting for the food, i showed bee the neoprint and she was trying to help me change the current pic that i have in my wallet and boy was she struggling with it cos jireh din wanna budge from my wallet.. took her a long time to shoo jireh away.. then joel took over and tried to squeeze the neoprint in. it was so snug that i couldn;t remove it once it got in lor… and then my question was.. how do i remove it next time?  his reply was "dun remove lor!" *speechless*

and then we went to heeren to look if there’s anything to get for jem.. bee went home and we made our way down to ps to catch war of the worlds with my colleagues. and oh.. nick said tt he;s shy!! cos he nv talk to them… then again.. they also nv talk to him arh… told him about it and he was there beaming at the fact that my colleagues say that he’s shy -.-"""""" 

**after though**

hahaha jackie totally forgot how joel looks like lor!! he msged me on fri via msn asking me who my bf was. cos i causally mentioned to him that its someone he knew. it was after a long while that i changed my display pic to the neoprint me and him took on wed. then jac was there asking: i know him meh?? OMG!!!!! total blurblock. it was after a long time then i told him that it’s joel then he went ohhhhhhhhhhh……….. dun tell him arh.. hahahahhahahaaa

CANNOT MAKE IT LEI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

but then again, that’s jackie. =)