Little Miss Angeldoll’s Blog

hahaha…. he finally tried on contacts… was a fast learner.. juz like me… according to valerie…………… =)

it was over 2 weekends arh…

zoo was quite fun.. we also dunno how we managed to spend 4hours at the zoo.. but we did… saw loads of stuff.. and yup yup.. as he always say, his navigation skills are the best.. =)

had breakfast at yakun in the morning at north pt then headed to mandai rd.. he was marvelling at how near i live to the zoo.. hahahaha…. cuteness. bought admission tix and practically saw everything. hahaha.. that was like 19th nov..

we had planned to go to NS the sat after, the 26th nov, then jerry, told us tt it was his birthday so we felt complied to go for the party instead.. so plans got changed.  the party was fun la.. but we kinda feel tt his home a bit crampy.. funny thing is, jerry’s gf, charm doesnt really speaks chinese then jerry’s mother was calling her huiling huiling the whole day.. cos i think his parents are chinese educated. really tickled me.. so juz to irritate her, i’ve decided to call her huiling as well.. whahahaa! *evil me!*

surprisingly, the party was nt boring at all.. the jokes tt the guys crack were amusingly funny and charm introed me to online shopping and we were looking at stuff online while the guys were chatting and bonding upstairs. so yup yup… individual time for each of us… lalala…

anyways, the NS trip yeast was like totally blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh…

the entrance and everythnig was very nice and impressive.. and amybe the first 15mins of the trip.. but after a while we realise tt it was nothing much…

they shared the same carpark as the zoo…. so it’s really very cost effective… for them at least. their entrance have these poles of fires (think surviour) then i tried to vote him out.. hahahahaha.. then we walked in, feeling really very lost, holding on to our admission tix wondering who to give it too… then we found……… the resturant. 

had dinner at the bongo burgers. it’s really very nice… and super big portions.. the meat was really a thick flab arh.. then patties and veggies and chips. and lemonade.. the serving staff were wearing safari outfits, think jurassic park. IN FACT the whole trip really feels like jurassic park.. walking and looking at animals in the dark.. kinda scary if u ask me… juz a teeny weeny bit arh..

so we saw animals living in their natural habitats.. very interesting… for about 15mins then it was smt like a flop… they cage all the predators up and put viewing glasses. as for those tt hervivours, they are like hiding or hunting. so we were like ohhhhhhh.. there’s supposed to be a something here.. and everyone was where where where? then got nothing there. why? cos too dark. why? cos the animal is not there. BLAH.  and we cant use torchlights nor flash. so pictures are like… erummmm…

and the both of us were really very bu gan yuan cos we din get to see the rhino..

and oh… dun get cheated. the giant forest trail has no animals. and there are a few number of animals that u can see when u board the tram. if nt u cant see. if u choose to walk, there are only 3 trails for u. and u would have to walk up and down the whole thing. and trust me. it’s not fun.

funny that we were very tired after a short while. but i guess mostly it’s because there were ALOT of people. maybe cos its the only zoo tt opens at night that’s why the whole place was swarmped with pple. and ohhhhhhhhh… GIANT sized bats.. wah laoz…. talking about bats hor… my advice is tt when u see this big gate warning pple to nt go in if they are afraid of bats, DONT DONT DONT DONT DONT go in.. unless u like giant humongous bats hanging very close to ur face.

it was really scary.. cos we went in… thinking we would see small ones like the one tt we saw when we first walked in. cos i was telling him i nv see bat before then they look quite cute.. yada yada yada.. then we went in and were wondering where the bats were. then suddenly he turned and pointed to something a few inches away from the left side of my face and was saying "there!!" and i turned and it was like AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

but of cos, the calm and ever composed me did nt scream… its greatly du to shock arh… it was giant lor…. length was like wat,… the tip of my middle finger to the elbow. AND IT WAS FREAKING NEAR ME. AND THERE WERE MORE THAN ONE.

and so we tiptoed out of the gate. dont ask me why we tiptoed. both of us were scared stiff. and we din even dare to talk. imagine if they woke up and started flying around? AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

but ya la… tt’s about the whole thing… nt really interesting hor…

long time… yeahh.. recently, somethings have had happened that did upsets things a little but everything is fine at the end of the day..

today, when i was emptying my cupboard, i found my yr 2 notes fm poly. surprise surprise.. and in the midst of those, stashed carefully, chat logs of me and joel back then.. it was sweet.. no doubt.. and all those roleplaying stuff that we used to do, with desmond and elise and viv and everyone in the dmc irc channel. it was hilarious then.. it is still, even now..

juz that after so long… nothing really changed much.. except there are more memories.. it feel weird.. seriously… but omehow, me finding these brings comfort.. its like i know that.. i dunno wat it is.. but.. its juz conforting.. to know that he is by my side.. like if we are meant to be together, it doesnt matter if i din get to tell him that then.. it doesnt matter if we were seperated for 2 yrs.. it din matter if he had a dozen gfs in between.. (ok.. it might matter but that’s nt the point)

it’s the fact that after all the comotion in between, wat stands still are the feelings we have for each other.

we do argue, a little too often lately for comfort yes i admit.. but as he said, which couple dun argue? i guess… essentially, we do care for wach other. loads. to an extend that we often misunderstand each other’s intentions. but in the heat of events, who would be so forwarding to go out there to accept the blame? haiz……. i dun wanna be juz another one of his ex gfs where by he dun care about them..

and yesh if anyone of his exs are reading this.. get this right and keep this in ur head. he did not care about u. he does not care about u. and he will not care about u. so if u would kindly keep ur fingers to urself and stop smsing MY boyfriend. u might feel smug about the way u are affecting us. go ahead, be my guest. but dun worry, i dun see u as a threat. cos i trust him and if he says that he only liked me way back since then, i believe him. and u should too. u might also like to know that he wanted to change his past to erase u away. so that i wun be not happy about ur past existance. hopefully u would be convinced now that he does not care hoots about u yeahh…

but then again, this entry is not about slamming some people for harressing my boyfriend.. it’s juz… funny how some pple are.. in fact, most people are like tt… they dun really know wat is it that they want and always contridict themselves. the difference is if u realise tt u are contridicting urself or nt.. like now.. sometimes i so wish i could forget about the past.. all the unhappy things that we went thru.. all those stupid, ugly, irritating gfs of his.. and those equally terrible pple that i used to hang out with. but at the same time… when i look at chat logs, photographs, diaries.. we juz cant help but smile..

he is someone important to me. and cherish i would.